concentration camps, coffins, cousins passing and corona virus and conflicts-
Besides all the words beginning with the letter, "C", they have in common the theme of, 'unwanted and uninvited events in our world. This week has included cousin Cindy passing, our neighbors husband passing and another neighbor's mother's passing. In addition to her mother passing, her dog ran out and got hit by a car and her daughter ran off.
My weekend of having more psych patient's then normal will soon be a distant memory but for right now I have the image of a skinny young man on meth and screaming at me to not leave him alone. Another very young man in his room pulled out contraband out of his pockets and threatened to start a fire in the room. 2 other ladies kept wanting to talk to me and complain and be loud and take up space. Another 19 year old suicidal gal wanted more medication for anxiety but when I saw her smiles and relaxed manner, I gave her my impression that she didn't need it and then she went into a panic attack and put a blanket over her head. Why is this world so messed up?
Right, God gave us choice. Whatever you want to believe about yourself and why you are here, what you should do when life knocks you around and what you should do while you are here is a choice.
And for my last musing of the day......My wilderness trips. My first trip solo on the east side of the Sierras granted me safety and 1 week after coming home, a storm came into the trail head and washed the bridge away. (No I wouldn't have died but I would have been stuck) My second solo trip to half dome was safe but 1 week after I arrived home, learned a gal slipped off the rock and died. And this years trip? Well, a week after we get off the mountain the entire area is engulfed in a forest forest. coincidence? No, just another word with, "C"
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